nothing is sacred
My name is Madi. Balance and Composure is currently filling up my heart.

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771 notes
May 18th

“suicide is selfish, don’t be selfish” uUMMMM???¿¿/>|??????????? ? .??? go fuck yourself?

Neck Deep - A Part of Me (feat. Laura Whiteside)

194 notes
May 17th

*throws flower petals at you* be my friend

I just want a cute boy that lets me listen to his music and wear his clothes and fall asleep on his chest I have earned this shit by now where is my cute boy

6,406 notes
May 17th
55 notes
May 17th

“you shouldn’t be depressed, people have it worse than you”

finally, after years of searching, the person with the worst life ever is found. formally, they are granted permission to be sad. but only them. only they have earned it. no sads for anyone else at all ever

And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.
written by Haruki Murakami

Bring Me The Horizon - Pray For Plagues

209 notes
May 17th

It sucks learning that you don’t mean as much to someone as you thought. It’s really hard for me to open up to people and I thought I was doing good with our friendship. I was always there to listen to you and tried my best to help. I just feel really unappreciated right now. People always forget about me. I feel like I don’t mean anything to anyone because it’s always like this with my friends.

Depression is not something you can just buy a Hallmark card for. You can’t just mail one to someone with a prewritten greeting and tell them that you hope they feel better, but they should just get over it. Depression is the equivalent of being buried in a thirty-foot hole and having twenty shovels at your convenience, at arms-length away, but being too exhausted or indifferent to use even one of them to dig yourself out.
Depression isn’t like the weather; an umbrella can’t stop the storms from coming. They’ll just find another way in instead. The most inappropriate thing to do for someone with depression is tell them that it will get better. That’s scripted bullshit and you probably know it. You don’t have to be perfect; you don’t have to hold their entire heart.
You just have to hold their hand.
695 notes
May 16th